Upper arms and shoulder are having muscles cramps due to gym today. Feel like giving up in studies, whywhywhy because it's damdamdam difficult. After every presentation ends, another two comes. Is my life meant to be like this or .. ? Deadline for electrical presentation is this coming friday, DMM. And another one Helicopter presentation on 31st.
Thursday will be going for NCC range, don't know can i make it to skip some of the lessons. Really no choice, if i don't go there goes my rank. But thinking, even if i had that rank what's the point? Somehow this and that really make me @#%$#^ feel troubled.
Don't know should i or should i not? there's always so many question marks in my head, What should i do next? Phone going to gg soon, all because i just drop and this time round is a badbadbad drop. Everything is OPENED, maybe that's the causes of phone auto-shut down.
School only half day, 2-4pm. Meeting up w foo before heading to school. Don't know why i always like to think so much and it keeps me awake always. How how how ?! Will it be forever like this or .. ? Messy feeling i had, fcuk it.
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It's getting better,
happy because it's getting better !
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