Wanted to post in chinese words, but didn't manage to. Because my chinese 真的真的懒。Cant be blame , i just find that chinese are really difficult. I'm sososo disapointed in myself, due to studies all that. What esle can i really do ? i find nothing in life i can do that will do good. Well, for studies, Aircraft drawing test really disappoint me alot , it makes me don't feel like studying anymore.
If i fail, i gonna repeat another 6 months. Ahhh, i don't wish to repeat . Not because i didn't attend the lesson , is just that i'm sick on that day and teacher didn't give me extra lesson. And so unlucky of me, the question came out. Totally blank in my brain, and i felt demoralized. But still manage to get out the shape, just hope everything would be fine for me .
Was unable to eat for yesterday and today, as in got eat but not as good as normal. Ahhh, how i wish how i wish got retest? ;( Okay i don't know what i'm talking, i'm just way too tired . And something bad happen just an hour or two hour ago. Fuckfuckfuck, i don't care already. What you want you do , just don't regret what you've done that's all .
My life is full of regrets (!!!) Regretted that why i didn't study for PSLE. Regretted that why i didn't work very hard in secondary 1 and promote to NA . Regretted that i've lost alot of my friends . Regretted with alotalotalot of things. Hais, can anyone just talk to me please. Ahhhh !!
Alright i think i shall end here because i'm very tired now,
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